Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Theory of Evolution...

As a science student, it is a must for me to study about theory of evolution in the subject of biology specifically in part 5 of Diploma in Science. But i do believe we all being taught about it in our secondary school if we take science stream. What we learn is that basically this theory is develop by Charles Darwin. It's tell about the change of the inherited traits of a population of organisms through successive generations. The main sources of variation is via mutation and blah! blah! blah!

But the main ideas that i want to tell u today is that the theory says we have an ancestors who is merely a monkey, but through natural selection, monkey has been evolve million of years and eventually become a human being which is us. Who believe this please raise up your hand?!

All this bullshit was a desperate attempt to deny the existence of a god. It's pretty obvious, isn't it? They do anything just to influence more and more people to believe them. They infiltrate all education system in all over the world to make this theory acceptable and to be taught in all kind of school.

Perhaps it is the real purpose of making this theory, which is to make people doubt about the existence of god. Hence, forgetting about religion. Ultimately, to convert more and more people to be Atheist. For what reason? People without faith in their heart is the weakest person known. It is a need of human to have faith to something(i.e. God) because we are made like this. It is like a need to eat is equal with a need to believe in god.

I think, let them do anything they want. Just pollute our mind with all this crap since in our heart stand strong for the only god. Teach our children about the real story of Adam and Eve and we will stay strong.

Luckily, it's just a theory..
and remember, theory should remain theory..

Thursday, November 4, 2010

2012 myths...

One word. Sick. That's it. People out there vigorously telling that 2012 is the end of the world because they believe in someone's prediction. Whos predict that? the name is Nostradamus. He is a French apothecary who published collections of prophecies that have since become famous worldwide. He has been claimed to sucessfully predict many major events that happen in our world such as The Great Fire of London, the rise of Adolf Hitler and to the September 11, 2001. And to tell you what, all that was a total bullshit.

Imagine that if Nostradamus is a real deal. If he can actually predict things in our world. I'll bet why he keeps missing on the major spot. The major things like big hurricane of Katrina in USA that killed thousand of people, tsunami in Asian or even Krakatoa's eruption in Indonesia that affect millions of people. Why he always failed to predict major natural disaster??

The reasons is Nostradamus can only 'predict' something that is a "human made" i would say. Rising of Adolf Hitler and terrorist attacked on World Trade Center is something that obviously can be planned thousand of years without anyone realize it. But no one can predict natural disaster since its coming from our god and human can't planned it. Its easy for you to predict something that you know will happen sooner. When that things happen, people believed on Nostradamus and believed all the things he said, while the fact is that, all of it was already being plan to be put into action in specific time and place with a reasons.

Then, the final prediction of Nostradamus that go over the boundaries is when he predict our world will end at year 2012. Even our prophet nor our god did not mention anything about the date of doomsday or Hari Kiamat, Nostradamus can easily predict that one coming. What is he? A supreme god? Wtf!

Listen everyone, the only hint that god give us is ;

# Masih ad-Dajjal (The AntiChrist)
# The Mahdi
# The appearance of Masih al-Isa (Jesus Christ), the son of Mary (peace be upon him)
# Ya'juj and Ma'juj (Gog and Magog)
# The destruction of the Ka'bah and the recovery of its treasure
# Emergence of the Beast
# The smoke
# Three major landslides (one in the East, one in the West, and one on the Arabian peninsula)
# The wind will take the souls of the believers
# The rising of the sun from the west
# The fire will drive the people to their final gathering place
# Three blasts of the trumpet (fear & terror, death, resurrection)

And that's it!! There is no exact date when its going to happen. That's all we know and not more than that!! For those who believe in the myth of Nostradamus, stop believing that. It's only cause you more harm than good. The negativity you put to urself is not good to you. We should leave the day of doomsday to the god and not to human to decide. Open up ur eyes people! =)

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Lucifer by Shinee

My younger sister, ika, loved artist from Korean and become too obsessed with them which is okay to me. One day, i heard ika singing a korean song by a new band which Shinee. To my surprise, the title is LUCIFER!!! wtf wei!!

I told ika ; "Do u know what Lucifer mean???"
and she reply ; "No, i don't"

I explain to her that Lucifer means devil or fallen angel in english. Or in other words, it means iblis or satan. And ika was extremely shocked! She doesnt know that the song that she repeatedly sings means satan. That was sick! Why would someone create a song name satan in it and make everyone else listen and sing to it. It become worst when i know that this song is already well-known to others and people love it. OMG!! Are you people just blind or merely stupid to listen and sing this song?!

Then, i did a little bit of studying about this song. I found the lyric and its translation. Here goes the translation;


Even if I try to avoid you, I can’t find a place to hide
I’m trapped by you, who I can’t even deny
If it was love, if you really loved me, don’t do this to me
Her whisper is the Lucifer

*If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I’ll fill you only, I’ll completely fill you only

Your undeniable spell is the Lucifer
Your undeniable magic is the Lucifer
When I approach you
With your angelic face
Say the reason you live is for me
Say it

When I first saw you, I stopped for a short time
As if someone was tightly seizing my heart, not letting it go (Still)
You took all, all, all, all, all, all of my heart just like that
You make my heart burn out when you’re not here

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

The love stories I shared with you
You look towards the same places I do
When we feel that we can’t get any more perfect
Only stare at me, you want me more, more, more, more, more, more
Only look at me, you’re the center of everything, thing, thing, thing, thing, thing

Since before, something has been wrong, you’ve been weird
The love I knew left my side, one by one
All I have is you

I feel like I’ve become a clown trapped in a glass castle
I dance for you, who will never be satisfied
You look into me openly, touching my brain
I think I’ve become a fool
I think I’m only getting more and more attracted to you

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

It’s not that I hate you or that I dislike you
It’s just that kind of stare is a burden is all
I’m not going anywhere
I’ve waited like this by only looking at you

Your stare captures me
As the days went by, it became sharper
I’m tired of your obsession
I’ve been cut a lot, my heart is bleeding
When it’s about time for me to pass out
She comes to me like an angel, saying “I love you”
Even though I knew it was really you
You really confused me

I feel like I’ve become a clown trapped in a glass castle
Leave me alone, when I’m free, I’ll be able to truly love you
Leave me alone, don’t make me sick of you
So I can truly look at you

If you tie me down and trap me
Then love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic
Your undeniable spell is the Lucifer

When i read all this translation, my anger towards this song become worst. Obviously, this song depicted about satan. Telling about satan. And WORSHIPING them. Does people do not realize it? It is purely stated in almost all the line of the lyric. This song is not telling about couples that are in love nor telling about life. Its about SATAN!!

I wonder why in this Islamic country where we're fully banning stuff that are worshiping Satan like Black Metal and we will fight against them. We hate them, we kill them, we terminate them. Lucifer by Shinee is also one of them but it is in other form. Instead of using approach like what Black Metal did, Shinee use a group consist of cute guys or whatsoever to worship Satan. Then, this songs somehow manage to escape and infiltrated to us. To the listeners and become widely popular, with no action from everyone else. It seems that we're doing nothing about it and feels that it's nothing wrong with this song.


Sunday, October 3, 2010

A passion to cook

I obsessed to cook! It includes learning on how to cook until to the stage of making it. My obsession starts in this year i presume. Its start so sudden though. When i start to voice out my passion to my mom, she smile on it. After that, my mum brings me and guide me to enter the world of cooking.

So, my journey goes on. I took a baby step to learn it. Seriously, its not that easy or not that difficult to learn it. My mum always said that "Masak nie kita yang buat dia" which means that we are the one that take full control of everything in order to prepare it. If its not sweet enough, add some sugar and if its not salty enough, add some salt in it. Sounds easy to her but damn difficult to me. Haih..

I remember that i always find an excuse to stay alone in the house when everyone else is going out so that i can cook alone in kitchen without no one to intervene me. At that time i will do practical works after enough hearing theoretical stuff from my mum. After finish cooking, i will taste it myself. If i not satisfied, i try again and again and again......

While in semester 6, i have to live in rented house outside UiTM. After going back from class which usually ends at 6 pm, i will rush to kitchen to cook. While i can choose to relax or ease my mind in room after a whole day full of classes, i instead choose to cook.Sometimes, its really tiring but i enjoyed it. What makes me more tiring is when seeing others relaxing while i have to cook. I sometimes wonder, why im doing all this since i can cook only to myself? And why i have to put extra burden to myself? The answers lies in the smile of others when they eat what i cook for them.

There is one moment when i feel like to quit from the world of cooking. One day, i preparing daging masak merah. It was my first time making that dish. I accidentally cut the daging wrongly and makes its hard to chew it down. Although they eat it until it finish, to my surprise, one of my room mate comment that "nie daging ke batu" which totally blew me away.

It was a lesson for me which i thinks that i have to bare with what other says. Despite all that, i would say that my cooking skill have slightly improved since i cook at least 5 times a week for my 6 house mates. Its true when people said practice make perfect. Now, i can make curry, sambal tumis, masak lemak, fried noodle and other Malay food. Although its nothing to be proud of but i do still proud of myself.

Plus, i also discovered one thing. I realized that whenever i cook something i can channel my tension, anger or sadness towards it. Its really weird though. But its good to know that and i know somehow it will benefits me. =)

Friday, September 17, 2010

The art of appreciation

Some human will never appreciate with what they have. It will never be a problem unless it involves others feeling. Personally,i strongly believe we have to learn to appreciate things around us. No matter what size it involves or things that it touch. If everyone know how to appreciate,the world will be a better place to live.

Appreciate others consume time and effort to be learn. Plus,it have to be added with some sincerity in it. If not, our appreciate will be a fake and worthless.

Think in this way, divorcing,arguing,fighting,social illness,political crisis, and even war between countries constantly rising in this world because people do not try to appreciate with each other.

Alas, if everyone know how to appreciate...

Sunday, August 15, 2010

an only child VS many child

The main points that i want to deliver today is that; what is the major differences between raising an only child compared to raise many child in a family. This weekend, i spend my weekend at apex's house in Malacca. He is an only child in his family while im not. I've been raise alongside with my four siblings. Spending time with apex's family really make me rethink about how is exactly being raise by a family that have an only child. This is my point of view...

Firstly, i think raised as an only child in a family is really boring. Since they live only revolve around their parents without sisters nor brothers, they tend to feel lonely in a house. There is no fighting between you and your brother, no sweet advise from your sister, no bullying your younger brother and stuff like that. Stuff that a normal siblings would do. Things that are done together with your siblings and the memories will not be felt when we raised as an only child.

Secondly, lets talk about sharing. If you had an apple and eat that all by yourself is really great but when you have an apple, cut it into five and share that apples will make you more appreciate eating that small portion of apple. An only child would never learned how to share with others. The feeling when you have to wear second hand shirt that are inherit from your older brothers. Or the thought that you have to share toys with your younger sister. Its really pain though. The real things that really give an only child a major advantage is that they get all the love and care from their parents without have to share it with others. Oh! A heaven.

As a matter of fact, no matter how u being raised by ur family, its really depend on u to analyze what is good or what is bad for u. Although we said an only child lack in experiencing life, they can still learned it when they growing up. And to say raised as many child do not have an equal love from their parents is not fair since love is subjective to people and how do they define what love is. Last word, im happy with what i have now..=D

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Losing grips...

Today,i would like to be a storyteller.Here goes my story.

In a village, there's a man who really want to work but failed to get one. He tried very hard to find one and at last he get one. He has been hired to cut down trees and will be paid based on how many trees he can cut down in a day. He promised to his boss to work very hard.

Day one, he works very hard and manage to cut down 18 trees and managed to amazed his boss. He works really good and manage to capture everyone else attention. All that he care is to cut down trees as much as he could and ignore everything else.

Not so long after that, his performance decrease. From 18 trees per day, the number become smaller. No matter how hard he tried to cut down as many trees, the number keep decreasing.
Soon after that he give up.

He decided to see his boss to get help. After he told all the story to his boss, his boss answered;

"All u need to do is sharpen ur axe. U are too busy thinking cutting down trees until ignoring everything else."

p/s : Although in our daily life we are busy with our works that need to be done, there is also other things that need to be focused on in order to not losing grips on what we currently do...

Saturday, July 3, 2010

I despise smokers

By making this statement, i just nearly hate half of the population of Malaysia. For a very concrete and rational reasons, yeah, i do despise smokers. I have enough of them. Why does cigarette do not be ban from our country?that motherfucking things should not exist in this country nor our world. Why people still producing something that is addicted and kill many but still made it legal. Drug is currently being ban but why not cigarette too? The effect is still same, rite?

Firstly, it make me sick to see people that hunger to smoke. The kind of people that waste their money to buy cigarette while he can used that money to buy other necessary things. Then, there is some people that if they dont get to smoke, they will shiver, hand will shake, cannot stand still and will be very anxious. What does this represent? Another form of drug-addict? If true that drug-addict being caught and send to jail, why dont we send all the smokers that highly addicted to smoke go to jail too?

Secondly, i hate to see people giving excuse when they want to quit smoke. People will say to me that i am not a smoker so i will never understand the feeling of addiction. But, let me explain to u, its a questions whether ur will is strong or not. If ur determination is as strong as Great Wall China, nothing can go through it. I seen people that smokes for 20 years and manage to stop smoking. This proved that quitting from smoke is possible. The only barrier is just urself!

Lastly, i despise smokers because they affected me too. The smoke that they inhale is just 25% while the other 75% is being exhale to their surroundings. Thats mean, the second-hand smokers smoke third time more compared to first-hand smokers. WTH? Is it fair? I would somehow stop to hate smokers if they can 100% inhale all the smoke that they smoke.

Its really pathetic to see people smokes. I really pity to those that addict to something that bring zero benefit to them. And smokers do know the fact that cigarette kills them, but still they do nothing about it. Thats really pathetic and out of norm. If people was about to kill u by pushing u from a high building, do u just stand still or avoiding it for the sake of ur own life? Think people!!

Friday, July 2, 2010

FIFA World Cup 2010

Looking at the title of today, perhaps i would like to write about the score, which team going to win, who is the best players or else. In reality, its not going to happen. Its not that im not a football fan or what but i would rather choose to talk about what is actually happen to our world when this big event happen.

First,its makes us, people to forget all the thing except football. There is something not right when something misfortune happen in front of us but u choose to neglect it. When we should think why aid from Malaysia being attack by Zionist, we choose to celebrate football and cherish for them. The sorrow that we should feel suddenly disappear when this event begins. We become too passion and enthusiastic about it and forget about other things. And why we choose it to be like that? Why we willing to shout for our favorite teams in "mamak stall" while knowing the fact that they will never heard it? And why we choose to woke up late at 2 a.m just to watch football?

All of these obsession and passion of football can lead to one thing. Gambling!! To bet to someone to choose what team going to win the match or which team will be the champion for FIFA 2010 can be a form of gambling. When we betting to our friend saying that if germany will be the champion of FIFA 2010 you have to treat me with McDonald or if not i will treat you and both of them agreed. Here, although no money are going to involve, but gambling has involve. Although it looks small but it is disastrous. To gamble is one sin and to consume the reward (i.e the McDonald) is another sin that can destroy our mind and soul.

People will be so passion about something when they put something in it. In this case, gambling. Although many people will say that, no, im not doing it, so im just fine. But,the intention of this kind of competition will lead into it. Its like when people gamble for horse race. But in this content, its a same concept with a different situation. You bet which horse will win and your money will be triple! Finally, im not suggesting people to leave football or whatsoever. I just want people to be decent in things that we do and not overreacting about it. Peace!

Thursday, July 1, 2010


My name is Faridzudin bin Razali. A very simple guy living in muar. Someone who have a small heart with a big dreams. A very typical boy next door. Nothing to say about my life though because that will against the main purpose why im here. The only reason i started to type in here is because i think that i would like to share a couple of thing with others. To share about my point of view about something and what happen around me.

Sometimes i think i loved to talk about certain issues that happen in our world such as health issues, politics, economics or even human rights. Or sometimes, i would like to talk about what happen in my daily life. All of it comes with one main reason ; to share opinion.

So, with this, i think my journey will soon begins.........